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:: happy birthday reuben ::
first of all, a very happy 18th birthday to reuben~ knew him since the ifc orientation back last july. doing a belated celebration for him this coming thurs(23/10). wot~ time files. still remember the first birthday celebration i did for tos who borned in the month of aug last year. that was the time when all of us were so innocent, all so new to the poly life, like a blank sheet of paper. but look at now, yucks~ oh, not forgetting that time ch u 's snap came and we sabo yingying~ argh... really misses all tat.

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see tos facial expressions? i was going through a period of moodswing~ it was so bad, with ideas like quiting the course(but thoughts of entering army after quiting make me forget about tis idea), switching course(yeah! to interior design), giving up in some modules & repeating them next sem(screwed~ i cun do tat, i will need more than 3 yrs to grad), killing myself(i know i should not have think tat, but i really feeling so stressed & tired). in the end, i decide to move on and try to get wat i can do being done. if happen that i need to retake some modules, i oso got to face it. only thing that still cun out of my mind is tat wat am i going to do when i grad. wat i am learning now is something that i nvr wanted. again, tat lead me to the junction of whether to continue my studies and get a diploma in infocomm and after my ns, find a job that got nothing to do wif infocomm and save up some money, then quit and take some design course. but all tis is onli assumption, anytings might happened in btw. how?

i blog more tml or another time. right now, i only have two important tings to settle. cisco onlinefinal exam and rosw proj (i ned to try and remember some acls stuffs). Wanan~

tunning to ~ hua dou kai hao le by s.h.e