against. my silhouette

i am so useless. i missed rosw lab tis morning again. tis wk was suppose to be doing phase4 of the proj. i already dunoe anyting about the labwork leh and i still skipping the proj part. i feel so sux. i really tink i cun pass my rosw n mobcomp. both subjs require me to do labtest and proj which i dunoe even a single ting abt them. i feel so strong to escape from the world i am living, juz gim me a month or two and let me hide to someplace where all can start anew again. but i know that its impossible for me to do so.