against. my silhouette

i wrote a very long blog before this, but i decided not to publish it. i am feeling very low, blur, stressed. few tings i need to mention from the unpublish blog:
1) special thanks to those who remembered my bdae(27/10) & send me bdae greetings/messages. thanks.
2) tp send me a bdae gift too. a letter, a debarment letter. i am debar from tking rosw final paper xt thurs(4/11).
3) i took my em2 final paper this afternoon(31/10). it was a "nono" for me. i didn't study at all. will be taking sup-paper.
4) i really need some advices, or rather a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. i mean it. i have been holding strong for too long, i really need a break. if u could give some help, email me.
5) last, i joined friendster. add me --- dang_kid@yahoo.com.sg

tkgdcr all my frens. i might not message or talk to you, but somehow i will remember tat i have a fren like u. wanan~

tunning to ~ bu neng he ni yi qi by sun yanzi