against. my silhouette

*i hate living*
once again, i didn't sleep for the whole nite. find myself to be suxy. life sux. everyting sux. i will realli go crazy soon. my mental situation is reali not stable at all. i know myself too well, till a limit where i dunoe what i should do. can i juz die like tat so nuting for me to think anymore? i know i cun, yet i stil say it out. dunoe me liao. haiz. d more i write d more confuse i am. i wan to cry, sound like a kid. but i know i wun cry infront of others de. wahahaha. see, i dun even noe wat i am writing now. siao liao. cfm siao liao. argh.....