against. my silhouette

*tired lah*
i am damn tired. managed to reached home ard 10.10pm. phew~ today got a new temp joined us, jianbin. he is 23, studying in aus, came back to sg for holis. guess wat? he is a degree holder. gosh~ wat is him doing wif the batch of us(2 part-time dip undergrad, 1 full-time dip undergrad and me, d ns-wannabe). lolx~ anw, he picked up tings damn fast. n he kept telling me sumting funny, he went recruit express(my agency) and dey told him tat i am leaving tis job soon. ?!? i was like...dotdotdot. i can only conclude 2 tings: 1st, i am out-of-job soon as dey are getting a new temp to replace me. 2nd, dey find me to be so stress n getting another temp to relieve me. i prefer to believe d 1st 1. blahx. anw, i will juz cherish d moments i haf now. not going to try n change anyting for gd.
*argh...*
i am so worried tat i cun get my xmas gift for d someone special in my life now. left 8 more days. minus d speedpost i left only like 4-5 days. dun cr liao tml i diex2 muz spend my tml evening walk thru d whole orchard to get d gift. i swear~