against. my silhouette

*sudden~*
didn't intend to blog originalli.
hate d feeling of being 'alone' in tis bloody world.
so sacred...
i am getting old, damn 20 years.
chatting w junyuan on msn,
asked abt his future,
he was able to list his aims&hopes.
me?
i now cun even stand strong on my plan.
tings wun go d way i wan, cfm.
yah, another round of pessimistic thots.
when will tis stop?