against. my silhouette

*never simple..*
since the start of this duty cycle..especially after the ssc8 joined my platoon..i realised that actually i am the only stupid and simple-thinking dude who purely seeking joy and fun while doing duties with a bunch of people whom i counted on as friends..i began to see how people changes when they were given 'power'..the 'boot-licking' thingy..the mind-game..and all sort of 'i-only-care-for-my-well-being-and-who-fuck-care-you'..when i first came to bsc..my thoughts were there is hope for making it a better place to be in..but after going through 6months+ of bsc life..my conclusion: its just another version of 'outside-world-politics'..where people start to back-stab..sabotage..claim for efforts..actually i can heck care all of these..yet..when people whom i treated as good buddy turns into another 'character'..i know its really time for me to be on my own..i will follow my heart..do what i think its right..i will amend my bad habit of lateness..like my earlier post..no more mr.nice..you can call it 'self-fish'..'self-centred'..'stubborn'..anything you name..i simply just heck care..

*apologise..*
to readers of my blog..i want to apologise for mentioning so many unhappiness of mine in my unit..and thanks for the concern..dun worry for me..life still have to go on..just like zhiyang won the css but he still need to go back to school and study..meeting up with af this coming sunday..