against. my silhouette

*hell!!!*
i am fucking pissed off..in the middle of my sleep this morning..sean rang me up.."adam,can u do duty today?"i was in shock..after 'sourcing' informations from sean and louis via phone..i gathered the following: today need 6 people to top-up strength..the platoon1 people continue to take mc..my platoon ssc8 guys upon knowing needed to be activated..all go get attain c too..beside soonheng(loves him!)..jieyuan simply turn off his handphone and ignore all calls(fuck up..somemore qrf ic)..weilun and zi'an are untouchable(ssc5..both already warned that no activation for them on sunday)..only left with louis,sean,juansheng and me..jonathan need to be gc tml..so cun do today..i am damn sick liao..mounting 3 duties in stand-by week..got wat diff beside normal mounting cycle..i have decide i not going to do helpout for my platoon on tuesday morning..i will NEVER go back to camp on tuesday..fucking hell..my room in mess..yet i cun clear today..my hair is long..i cun cut..i down with ucler and itchy foot-rot yet still need go back to the dirty-unhealthy camp..i am going to broke loose..trust me..