against. my silhouette

*wats' life?*
did nothing much again..for the fourth straight night..i slept ard 3+,4am..my bio-clock is malfunctioning liao..got a rather shocking news today..one of my cousin..or rather in term of 'pei fei'..she is considered as my aunt..is getting married next saturday..here come the most shocking part..she is only 19 years old..another 'board bus, pay later' case..okay..its seem to be a norm for my family..my mum's side cousin just did one in 2005..now its my dad's side..so scoreline..1-1..haha..

something i do consider getting a ger and get married before 21..so next time when i am in 40s..my child is 20+..me can happily retired and enjoy life..but i will lose my youth time..unable to fully enjoy what a youngster should be doing..but..in return..if i were to tie knot around 30+ or even 40..the age gap between me and my child will be so damn big..an example will be eugene chua in my camp..his parent already in the late 60+,70 while he is 22..argh..another tricky life choice..

went to ikea to get some boxes for spring cleaning..heading back to camp with a steamboat tml for as my ord's treat to the rest..

wor..another of my life chapter is closing..yet..a new one will be starting soon..