against. my silhouette

*damn low*
just got back from indoor stadium..went to watch superstar..lucky to get two tickets..was with derrick..got to see quite a couple of stars..

i have been busy and tired for the past few days..both emotionally and physically..i hate things to be hanging in the mid-air and not done with..it makes me feel really drained out..

things not done..
camp issues:
1. turnover of ammunition..i kept pushing oc for the confirmation..and finally settled for 5-8feb..now suddenly wo lee want to conduct bearings check tml..clash with it..tml 1st thing to settle when reach office..
2. application of annual leave..as an entitlement..i still cannot apply my leave the way i want..i am damn sianz..
3. and what is the stupid idea of stay-in..when i need to settle my personal civilian life stuffs..

family issue:
4. my house still in mess..not ready for cny..left with only two weeks..

personal issue:
5. the hole left behind by my wisdom tooth is clogged with debris of food..damn irritating..
6. my plan for ord is not decided..study or working or what?
7. i cannot fall in love or have feelings for people..that make me so insensitive to be thinking of that person and act in totally not my characters..how?

i will try to edit and upload all the photos taken for the past weeks..till i feel better..pray for me..