yah. maybe some might wonder so. but ofcos, i am not. my aniaml frens juz saw me a week ago at downtown east as we had a fun-filled day tere. got lots of stuffs to blog but juz simply no time, too tired and lastly too lazy to do so. everyday, left for work ard 7+ in d morning and reached home ard 11+ in nite. making me to feel so damn tired and my back and eyes aches. ouch~ spend a month++ at sph. get to know more frens and have fun. esp wif mandy(nyp poly-attached), doris n emily(temp staffs, juz like me). oh, not forgetting chew who left for a better job and my collegues who are perm staffs at sph, laimui, pecktin, selina, elanie and jasmine.
*my heart*
still got 2 more weeks b4 my appt for heart scan arrives. abit scare, cos i noe i always got tis heartache prob. later if found out tat i got heart prob, i cfm will head for the rooftop n jump. blahx. jking lah. but if really such situation happened. i will immediately start get my future planned, as in getting all my "want-to-do" tings arranged b4 my doom day comes. haha.
*my surroundings*
juz now saw hweeling posted on frenster tat she is planning another 6e gathering. i totally in for it. d last gathering i was not tere. hope i could able to make my bondings wif my pri sch mates closer, but how to make closer when i dun even contact w them at all. haha. crazy me. attended my cousin, jason bdae celebration at his place. hmm...he is 2 yrs older than me, currently serving ns. saw my dad's side relatives n his frens. find tat the feeling and bonding of all was not tere anymore. comparing the past gathering yrs ago n now. maybe the kids have grown up and the aunts got married one by one, starting their own families liao. blahx.
*my future*
erm, like wat i said earlier, if i were to get heart prob, i will..... ha. dunoe why lately, i haf a strong feeling abt my soon-to-come future, serving ns. i suddenli dun feel like going for it. can i choose not to go, minster of defence? lolx. anyway, i will be feeling great if i could have tat clear asap, cos i will be able to haf total control of my life. no "contract" w d government(counting reservist out). more to say, but holdback 1st. kez.
*xmas~*
jinga bells, jinga bells, jinga all d way... although still got a month plus till xmas, but i am alreadi beri excitied abt it. writing my list of ppl tat i wanna buy presents. still thinking hard of wat to buy. esp for someone special, which i got to mail out.
*boy? ger?*
muz be abit serious here. so which kind of human do i like? boy? ger? hmm...i got feeling for both now. darts, tat makes me a bisexual. wahahaha. so i am earning another title after finding myself to be a kidult and metrosexual. haha. am i?
*sg idols*
muz spare a space for idols. my beloved maia was out on "fav idols nite". she can perform and rocks~ kk, now left w sly n taufik for the idol title. selfishly, i wish sly will win cos he won d support of my family ever since ken said sly didn't noe how to smile. lolx. but i muz admit taufik improve like hell and more suitable to represent sg to world idols.
*ch u & i*
gosh. i will feel sad and angry d moment i rmb d merger of sph mediaworks n mediacorp. i am going to miss d great shows on ch u & i. haiz. sobz me. but as i now work at sph, i get to see a few stars. hoping to catch celest~ blahx.
ok, i started blogging at 0227am n now is 0349am. i spend over an hour++ to think of wat to blog while surfing net at d same time. haha. summing up by "ka po" d below from aaron's blog. tkgdcr all my frens n beloved ones. hope i will blog real soon. haha. muackz to all~
it's a life, full of choices out there. you made the selections and therefore, faced the consequences. though it may not necessary be the right one made, but at least tell yourself that you're still entitled to a making a choice.
remember. you made life happy and not the other way round! when things don't go the way you want them to (which is most of the time, haa), always tell yourself that an encounter met is an experience gained.
don't wallow in self-pity and hope that things will turn for the better. hope is never a method, make it happen! you'll need input before there can be any output. though it's not necessary that efforts in equates to results out. but at least an attempt is made, leaving no room for regrets later.
there's more than that in life, awaits us to explore. learn to take strolls in the garden, stop, and smell the grasses. discover and appreciate life as it is. so it's time to get your butt moving and kick kife out of it!
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