against. my silhouette

*need a breath~*
timecheck:2.15am
suppose to head for bed as i reali feeling damn tired + later got work. but i juz cun resist to make tis short blog. currentli my rm is in a huge mess cos i am tidying it as d situation is out of ctrl, believe it or nt, i can juz step on someting d moment i got off my bed~ blahx. hope i could get it done aft i reach home later d evening. no ot plsss... thots ran thru my mind once again. soon i will be enlist, 2 yrs will pass lyk nuting, by den i will b 22, wat i am goin to do? study? work? haiz~ i wanted to roam d world w a buddy but i cun fnd one yet. i am getting older, which is a fact i muz accept. no more cute + innocent looks/behaviour for me liao. whenever i got to write abt tis, i will have d feeling of stopping n let it hang in d middle. argh... its 2.22am, cun tok liao, i need my sleep. later i will ask jas one last time regards to my sitting arrangment. wanan~