against. my silhouette

*moody*
i am in a damn bad mood...dun feel good...did wildcat again but this time with harris...supposed to be bravo de...but cs want to do with edmund so i agree to change lor...haiz...i just dunoe how to reject people...everytime also say ok or anything...quite fun to be with harris...still like a small kid at an 'old' age of 24...haha...wonder will i be like him in future...rain just kept pouring...almost for a week leh...tml mp-kenny offically joining my platoon liao...cos kheng hua is posted to hq flleet...he will be doning his mp armband & wearing beret while at duty...most likely he will be at v-check...so doubt i will be qrf crew anymore liao...haiz...just dunoe why...i always never go achieve what i want...i like...just see and let it go...the feeling is damn suxy de

*sianz...*
after dismount went to eat the tiantian steamboat at bugis with jieyuan,sean,louis,benny,jude,weilun and harris...8 of us took 2 cabs down...the food not nice de...nothing special...so normal...so more very expensive...27bucks person...not going back there anymore...went to the icon opposite parco bugis to walk...6levels of shops...but barely anything to see not mentioning tempting me to buy...consider a failure bah...went edge...bugis street...the rest decided to go home...left me,jieyuan and louis...big problem with jieyuan and louis...1st...louis seem to be a weird guy...dunoe how to explain here...2nd...jieyuan just sometimes went overboard...whenever he does shopping with me...he will just concentrate on his stuffs...ignoring what i wanted to look at...anyway...will try not going out with them...not suitable to jalan with me...

*fcuk u...*
this is what seem to angri me alot...was rushing to perlini silver to buy my cousin...adeline...her 21st bdae gift...the sales lady was nice to help me thruout the whole period of time in the shop...but there is this sales guy who just so fucked-up in trying to settle my purchase...he gave those damn fucked-up tones...did those damn fucked-up action...i just get damn mad...but still...i needed the gift...so i just 'ren'...i swear i will never ever step into that shop again...poor service...

*money...*
i need money...but i just dunoe how to open my mouth and ask thomas whether he can return me...he never say when will return...but i cun just let him owe me till endless mah...set myself a deadline...after chinese new year...erm...the thots of signing on with saf seem to haunt me...why leh?cos i need money...