against. my silhouette

*rain...*
back in camp yesterday...mount duty as usual...was in qrf...sean att c...so jieyuan sub him...hao wuliao arh...also dunoe why...suddenly dun feel like to do duty...went to find ssc bunk @cntb with louis...he drove 1.5 over...went to find zhaofeng & disturb him awhile...he so good life...can realx in bunk...rain started to pour when i was about to dismount...in the end...walked back to 215 from alpha...2+km...under the rain...i swear i will never do that again...my whole body was wet...same for my weapon...my bag...my notebook inside...haiz...somemore have to endure the damn stupid debrief by 2ic & csm...everytime say the same stuffs...hao fan argh...

*thots...*
1)mlm...i dun like mlm...now benny seem to regert on it too...yet sean & teng is so into it...teng doing soon as he is ording bah...i guessed de...
2)jieyuan...he is sometimes to himself liao...one moment like bravo, one moment like qrf...he sometimes do things to his own good only...but isn't everyone in this world doing the same...
3)duties...ndu big fucks argh...although some are nice people but most are bitches...people with ranks god argh...just that we too busy doing duty or we are tired...you guys must complain that we never salute...haiz...wait one day you guys in our shoes then u will know...afterall i am just here to do my part as a singaporean...serving ns...must u all really so picky?

*blurr...*
i am having blur..rish vision now...maybe its my lcd monitor's fault...maybe its my medication...argh...dunoe...i tink its d monitor liao....