against. my silhouette

*sick..*
i woke up on thursday morning with this headache and sore thorat feeling..took a cab to camp..$9.30..did some workout with kenny..as usual..mount duty with my platoon..the ojts came over..so everyone in qrf was so eager to 'play' them..but me was in bravo..so while i was trying my best to sleep between 9pm to 12pm..there was 01xSAS alarm..01xqrf activation..and countless of turning on the lights with loud conversation..i was so pissed off..i was without music as my mp3 dies..my blocked nose was making me so uncomfortable..so when i takeover bravo at 2.30am..i was totally a sickman without enough sleep..i really hate to do duty..worse part..i still have another 1 year..can someone just save me out of all this shit..wanted to see a doctor when i bookout but was delay by the officers..they instructed us to do some 'sai kang'..ended up..there was a stand-by area..and suddenly called-off without any reasons..i am fucking dulan with the guys having ranks on thier shoulders..the moment i reach for the entrance of my family doctor..a sign reads: closed..damn sianz..walk back home..now surviving on the porridge mum cooked before she went out..mostlikely i will just find some medicine avaliable in my house to eat and mount duty tml..argh..sicksicksick..