against. my silhouette

*sufferings..*
all thanks to saf..i am now facing a damn serious situation..i am down with 'foot rot' aka fungus attack on both my feet..haiz..serving for almost 1 yr then kana such a stupid illness..saw the mo..he gave me a tube of cream..quoting that i need to apply for a month+ in order to fully recover..i sincerely pray damn hard that my feet will be healing in the shortest possible time..my mum and sis have been telling me that my right shoulder is lower then my left side..reason?due to long hours of slinging my 'beloved' 3kg+ rifle..i simply feel very pissed off..so how all these will affect my future life..so how saf is going to repay me uh?sianz..