against. my silhouette

*meaningless*
while i was watching 'da chang jin' just now..something struck my mind..wondering am i living in this world for myself?or for others?make me feel so lost..my body and mind are feeling tired yet somehow i can't get a good sleep..

*travel*
read the papers..a guy from china spent only us3.3k and managed to travel to 27 countries..including paris,dubai..argh..i also want to go round the world..either alone backpacking..living at each location for months to get a feel of local life or going for pure shopping trips with my darling or family..