against. my silhouette

*full-moon..*
spend my 21st min-autumn festival in camp..no lanterns..no candles..no chinese tea..only some not-so-yummy mooncakes and a full moon..

its been almost 2weeks since the union started..and news of disbanding began to spread..due to the need of doing 48hours of duty..i am wearing the same sweaty uniform for 2 straight days..and i feel so damn uncomfortable..red patches can be sighted all over my body..its so itchy and disgusting..

thoughts of having a relationship is coming back..so envious to see loving couples now and then..

my msn is kinda quiet..no one talk to me..neither i could find anyone to chat with..i wonder am i such a lousy person whereby no one cares to find out how i am doing..that also seem to apply to my daily life..i really hate to make out a lame conversation with people that i have no common topics to relate to..unless i am interested in you..then you will find me trying very hard to ask more about your life..kez..

there are times where i feel like blogging so much stuffs but when the moment i log-in to blogger..i am at lost on what to type..that why i am so 'pei fu' people who are able to express their feelings by words..

when one finally able to get hold of what he/she wanted..he/she will grab on to it tightly and refused to let go..further more..he/she will make full use of it without sparing much or not a single thought for others..but once his/her interest in it decrease..he/she will try to pass it to others..or worse..discarding it aside..
i am currently witnessing the process of such case..and i fcuking hate it..

politics..when there is more than two parties involving in something..politics began to appear..office politics can be cruel but its still not that deadly..the worst outcome..quit the job and get another..but army politics is damn tricky..when you are dumped to a unit whereby you 'diedie' also have to work with that bunch of people for 2 draggy long years..here come the worst..you might be still doing your reservist with them till 40 years old..omg..yet..i am gald that i get to know what politics in my days at sph..

argh..a rare sight to see me blogging on a numbers of different topics..i shall be back with more stuffs..timecheck:0207am..