against. my silhouette

*2nd day..*
its been second day since the surgery..my right face already bloated..like pig head..look kinda scary..not able to brush my teeth..not able to consume food like normal..not able to sleep on my right side..

sianz..whole day just simply lazing around..start to plan my offs+leaves..maybe i should be 'evil'..just hand off my appointment and stuffs w/o sparing any concerns..and even to end my duty early..

i miss af alot..so looking forward for more outings and fun tgt..

i also miss my campmates..especially the ssc8 in platoon2..

i miss the days being newbie in tekong..

i miss being a trainne in ssc..living in strike bunk..

i really miss dar..and a little bit of darling..kez..

i miss how innocent i was as a freshie in platoon2..

suddenly i wonder..
why human must be so fake..
i cun remember when was the last time i saw a genuine smile..

its hard for me now to be living carefree..