against. my silhouette

*phobia*
damn the cockroach that appeared in my house yesterday midnight..i was so damn afraid..took the pesticide and spray it..but it just turn over and refused to die..i waited for almost an hour..before having the courage to pick it up and flushed down the toilet bowl..its been years since i last saw a cockroach in house..damn vexed..my future partner diedie also must catch cockroach for me..blahx..