against. my silhouette

depression..

this entry is gonna be damn boring..

so go away if u ain't interested to read on..

its here again..
there is always a period of ups and downs..
just like those graphs we used to plot in secondary school..
but certainly..
i am having the down period now..
and its the max point..

i just want to run and hide from everything..

been staring blank at the monitor screen for the whole morning..
totally clueless of what to do..

headaches start to haunt me..
breathing getting damn irregular..
body shives like anytime i will get a stroke..

feel like pushing away all my appointments..
dumping my long-and-unsettled-pending list..

i ain't sure who i can turn to..

i am even more afraid of troubling my close friends..

thus..

i am left with my blog..

i am coming to a point that i have no idea of what i am typing..

gosh..
i am really depressed..