i want to touch the light.
but will i fall to death even before i am able to reach it?
i don't like to hear bad news. especially when its concerning people around me, those that i do care and feel for. also, i am unsure since when, i will cry along with the leads in the dramas or movies. yah, i know its darn unglam for a guy to shed tears in the midst of a show, yet it make me realised actually i am missing someone, to be exact, 2 of them. i lost too much precious things in this life. sometimes i was lucky to be given a chance to amend, while sometimes i don't even have a choice at the initial stage. people always say:'Rest, is to prepare for another new journey' but what if i never intend to set off after ample rest? tell u what, give me that december once again, i will take a different path. a less painful path.
notice the time.
i know this is the process of growing up. this is life. or if u prefer, c'est la vie.
note: this entry is just on random, not specifying anything in particular.
