against. my silhouette

*stired~*
my emotion stired once agian when i read someone's blog. i dunoe y i got a feeling of lost, uncertain, lonely, helpless & not myself. gosh~ i noe i can b strong & hold on to myself but... i will still eventually lost my belief & faith. i ned u, d someone tat can tk cr of me, love me, cherish me, bear w me... mayb juz a day or two, i will b hapi, mayb not, i ned u forever. i dun cr how others tink or say. i realli feel so lost. i cun juz go ard telling others tat i am not feeling rite. i onli can try to act normal & pretend like nuting happened. is tat wat i wil cont. to b forever. i dunoe, but it seem to b d case. so, when r u comin to rescue me? i am waiting.....