against. my silhouette

*tummyache~*
damn it. i am down on tummyache since last nite till now. feeling so damn uncomfortable. simply sleep and slack thru my day at home cos tummy realli pain. ned toilet now & then. cun imagine how will i b tml at office.
*chinatown~*
yest afternn, went to chinatown to 'feel' d atmosphere here w mum & sis. dunoe y, suddenli dun lyk to squezze w ppl. didn't bought much tings. onli get myself 'ba gua'. while mum & sis were bz shopping at og, i was on phone w cole. went down to sk & meet her to pass her mp3 & disc. den d moment reached home, tummyache striked~ haiz. find life sux again. dunoe y. i got a damn weird dream last nite. beri d out-of-expect. y am i still living?