against. my silhouette

*ups&downs*
louis was asking me whether am i still in foul mood this afternoon..i reply him..maybe not..cos i learn to 'let go'..the master parade+oc dialouge held on wednesday makes me understand one thing..human is self-fish..especially those who goes through ocs and eventually sign-on as regulars..my new oc defintely is just another big 'jy'..after the activation problem last week..now my armoury is getting into trouble..with all 3 platoons having inbalance duties and officers trying to find probs..especially that wo fredrick who is just one big fucker..

in the midst of adjusting my anger..i made a childish move again..i went around guardhouse yesterday..playing with soonheng and the rest..maybe it seem damn 'kiddo' and wuliao..but to me its fun..ok..i shall stop playing that much..kez..weird feelings..zhongliang's gf was sort of trying to 'fang dian' when she saw me this afternoon..maybe i think too much leh..wait later zl will kill me..haha..

suddenly miss af so much..like what i told xueying..maybe our group its too small..that's why we always run out of ideas to do..but being small means we are closer right?kez..don't worry..i am planning hard for the trip..