am i trying too hard to be nice? or.. am i just simply lousy?
does others knew that i put in alot of effort in maintaining friendships?
at times, when efforts are not appreciate or even recognize, i just feel like letting go of everything.
i want friends to be happy, but often i end up making myself miserable instead.
somehow, can people look into the details and bother to spare a thought for me too?
i don't like myself for what i am being in.
lastly,
