against. my silhouette

went over to aunt youjing's hse wif mum to help fix her tv set. bought dinner n newspaper from d nearby shops. saw d new issue of men's health, mark chay was on d cover. awesome dude~ if only i could be like him n swim all day long in pool, representing sg for international games. while flaging for cab to go home, a maxicab stopped by. mum n me was a bit reluctant to board d cab, scared tat the starting fare will be a bomb as compare to d normal toyota crown cab. to our surprise, it was d same $2.40, but if u wanna book d cab, den it will cost $35 for a single trip. erm, if by now u still not sure wat is a maxicab, let me roughly describe to u. maxicab is a mini-van-like cab wif a maximum passenger-capacity of 6. it has a rather huge leg space as d seats r arranged in a L-shaped format, but such cabs r mainly cater for tourist n businessman, thus u wun find it appearing in neighbourhood area. ha, me sound like promoting for dem. tml is d "third 7" aka 21 days since my dad passed away. dunoe y, whenever i see hospital scene on tv, i will think of my dad n how lonely he was when i was not able or didn't stay by his side when he was hospitalized. i start to regret abt a lot of things, but it seem to be too late for me to feel so. i know the best thing i can do now is to put in my upmost effort in everything. i reali hope i will be able to do so. may tml be a better day.